Sunday, April 11, 2010

Mmm..

Ugh.

I.. think I acted irrationally.. I had no idea of what I felt, nor what made me feel that way. It was just an act of impulse.. I came home to you, thinking that you fell asleep. So I bought a lil more time, I took my time up there, praying. Am sorry if I kept you waiting.. 我改次不会再酱的..

I admire your strength,
I admire your perseverance.
I admire your level of tolerance,
And I admire you for who you are..

All these while I thought I was doing good, but come to think of it, I was at the very least of my own expectancy. Its just, how I feel of myself. I wish I could make it up to you in any way possible, but I know for sure that you'll always forgive me. No, not that I take it for granted, but I somehow envy you, of what you're capable of despite your young age. If I were you, as a guy, as myself, I'd be ashamed if I were to be compared to you.. Heh.. You're shaping me you know.. Ily, IRRD..

I know that this will carve a smile on your face that'll stretch from your sink to your toilet bowl, but I'm not risking it. Hehe! Thanks for it all! <3